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Post by Story on Mar 9, 2013 13:18:20 GMT -7
Just remember that I'm always here. If you ever need to talk, you know how to reach me. And that goes for everyone. <3]
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Post by Horse on Mar 9, 2013 16:30:53 GMT -7
Thank you Story <3 Sorry, things are just way confusing right now... 4
I'm just so confused... I don't even know how to describe it...
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Post by Story on Mar 9, 2013 16:57:24 GMT -7
Mm, well, I understand.
le sigh, I think my brother is coming back home tonight. Or, at least he said he would be. I hope not. He came home for one day and then left again for a few.
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Post by Horse on Mar 9, 2013 17:04:28 GMT -7
Gotta go soon, have tryouts, so I am just going to post a rant and then probably delete it... I need to get my feelings out... Sorry, haha./ So, you are happier with him gone?
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I don't know if you know this or not, but I am LDS [Mormon] and quite honestly, I have tired of it... Tired of the pressure, of the lifestyle, and always being ridiculed for what I am doing. I think I have realized for awhile now that I don't believe in the doctrine or the teachings of the church, but something happened that was... Eye-opening. I've never had a testimony in the BoM or stuff like that, and I just get stressed and don't want to go to church and youth activities... I love the church on some aspects, they help millions of people a year, but... It's so shady and confusing, and things don't add up and I am just so confused.
I don't know how I am going to tell my family or my friends that are members that I want to leave. That I am done with all of this... I don't know what to do... I know how some of them will react, and I don't want to deal with that, but I don't want to deal with the alternative either...
I'm sorry, I really just needed to get that off my chest. No one needs to respond, because honestly, I don't know of anyone else in this position... So, yeah... Probably will just delete this.
I gotta go, shower and stuff.
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Post by Story on Mar 9, 2013 17:14:42 GMT -7
Definitely happier without him around.
And the only thing I can say in response to what's going on is that it's good to talk and get it off your chest. I cannot give much advice. I'm Roman Catholic, though we are not strictly practicing. We don't go to church often, though we do avoid eating meat on Fridays during Lent. That's about it.
If you're not happy with it, you shouldn't be forced into being a part of it. It's just going to make you more unhappy. I'd talk to your parents and explain. Let them know that you're not happy. It might be hard for them to hear, but they should hopefully understand.
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Post by Cloudy on Mar 10, 2013 8:35:40 GMT -7
Site being opened today?
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Post by Horse on Mar 10, 2013 18:03:11 GMT -7
If you guys are ready, then sure. Let me just post an announcement.
And thank you Story... I just... Thanks :3 I think I figured things out.
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Post by Cloudy on Mar 10, 2013 18:06:31 GMT -7
Yeah, I'm ready for it to be opened
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Post by Horse on Mar 10, 2013 18:08:52 GMT -7
Okay. Just give me a minute...
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Post by Horse on Mar 10, 2013 18:28:26 GMT -7
Nevermind... Sorry, have too much homework, I just realized.
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